healing

After losing Payton, who I must say was gorgeous, I've come a long way from sobbing constantly to acceptance and memories. I envision her as she was, my mind can't put together what she would look like as she grew. I wish for her, pray that she's ok where ever she is, and hope that she's with me, hope that she knows that I'll love her always with my full heart. She's my number one valentine. Things are better but not
100%, still with her stupid dad, he's such a fool. This relationship probably won't last much longer but whatever. Can't wait to move on and be over this.